"BDC and Creative Director Kurt Robinson challenge you to a rigorous thirty days of activities to transform your voice, body, and soul – join us May 1st to embark on a journey to release your inner triple threat. Whether you're a dancer hoping to develop your singing chops or an established singer wanting to take your work to the next level and expand your dancing prowess, this powerful program will provide the structure to support your success."
Daily Practice
Time: 30 mins
Description: I sang through some old recordings of tech classes and private lessons. Nothing fancy, I had squeeze in a quick practice in between dance class and the Japan benefit concert tonight!
Live Professional Performance
This morning I stood in line for rush tickets to How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying, and we got $30 tickets to the show! Most people affectionately call it the Harry Potter show since it stars Daniel Radcliffe, and I'm pretty sure that's why most people come to see it. Nevertheless, it was a hilarious musical with fantastic singing and dancing. I've actually never seen or read anything Harry Potter related, so I got to take in Radcliffe from a completely fresh perspective, and I think he did a marvelous job!
Dance Class 15
Instructor: Hillen
Type: Pop Ballet
Description: I've never taken this class before even though I wanted to all year. It's a ballet class done to pop music. All the same technique and skills, but done to fun songs you hear on the radio. I think I might have to start a class like this when I move back to Texas!
Healthy Meals 44 and 45
You can probably guess by now...
Breakfast-- Kashi cereal
Lunch-- chicken salad
Final Week Challenge Stats Private Voice Lessons- 4/4 Coaching Sessions- 2/2 Live Vocal Performance- 1/1 NYC Industry Audition- 1/1 You Tube Demo Recording- 1/1 Charitable Deeds- 5/5 Healthy Meals- 25/25 (Personal Goal 45/50) Live Professional Performance- 1/1
Vocal Practice Sessions- 28/30
Daily Blogs- 28/30
BDC Dance Classes- 15/20
Daily Practice
Time: 1hr 30mins
Songs: Defying Gravity and Someone Like You
Description: I worked through Kurt's entire warm up CD, then I practiced some Meow's from previous private lessons. I think I had a mix voice breakthrough! I sang through both songs several times- completely on meow. Then I started mixing in the words, but continuing to meow through trouble spots. I felt like I finally had the right placement. My throat felt completely released, the high notes were easy, and my volume was insane- and I wasn't even trying to be loud! I'm going to find that theater belt if it kills me.
Dance Classes 13 and 14
Instructors: Heather Rigg and Chio
Type: Jazz and Jazz Funk
Description: Loved both classes! Heather's choreography is always fun and sassy, and Chio has a sweet groove that's fun if you can find it as well. I picked up the choreo in both classes which is always a great feeling-- still need to work on performance qualities though.
Healthy Meal 43
Lunch- Grilled chicken salad
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Three more days!!! Look how close I am!!!
Final Week Challenge Stats Private Voice Lessons- 4/4 Coaching Sessions- 2/2 Live Vocal Performance- 1/1 NYC Industry Audition- 1/1 You Tube Demo Recording- 1/1 Charitable Deeds- 5/5 Healthy Meals- 25/25 (Personal Goal 43/50)
Vocal Practice Sessions- 27/30
Daily Blogs- 27/30
BDC Dance Classes- 14/20
Live Professional Performance- 0/1
Wow, so much has happened in the past 48 hours! I'm going to put all of the requirements at the top, and if you're interested, you can keep reading for more details.
Daily Practice
Time: 30 mins +
Songs: A Whole New World and Fallin' for You
Description: I went to Ripley Grier and went through some old recordings of tech class and private lessons. I practiced A Whole New World to get ready for the Disney audition. It felt good to sing full out and not worry about when my roommates were going to wake up or come home. I was able to perform the song 3 times without any cracks or mistakes, so I felt confident going into my audition.
Live Vocal Performance
Venue: Paddy Reilly's Open Mic
Song Performed: Fallin' for You
Disney's Cruise Line and Theme Parks
Song: A Whole New World
Charitable Deed 5
Job Application Assistance
Description: "Empower adults with barriers to employment as they search for jobs and apply for positions online at Employment Service Center- an organization designed to assist public assistance recipients in moving from welfare to employment."
Note: It would have been really inappropriate to take pictures in this environment, but here's the packet of employment websites we were given to help guide our job search.
Healthy Meals 41 and 42
Breakfast- Kashi cereal and Activia yogurt
Lunch- Grilled teriyaki chicken and steamed vegetables
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Here are some more details about the activities listed above:
Live Performance
So this was my first open mic, and I was completely freaked out. The bar, Paddy Reilly's, did not have a cover charge, but they did require a 2 drink minimum for performers. Perfect! I'll be honest, I used their drink mandate as an aid to help me relax before I took the stage. :) The performance went well. The crowd was extremely relaxed and welcoming. One girl playing an acoustic guitar told the audience that she had an intricate song that she hadn't put words to yet, and she had never played it in public before, but she just wanted to practice playing it in front of people. Everyone cheered loudly and encouraged her to do her thing. It was such a cool experience. No one was there to judge; it was just an inviting space for artists to practice performing and share their craft. I want to start going there every week-- there's no reason not to! Even if I haven't fully 'perfected' a song, it will still be great practice to get up on a stage every week, sing into a microphone, and get over my nerves.
NYC Industry Audition
Sylvia and I waiting to be seen!
I went to the open call for Disney's Cruise Line and Theme Parks; they were casting for princes and princesses. After warming up at Ripley Grier studios next door, I showed up to Pearl Studios at 9:30 to sign up for the 10:00 call. I was #138. I waited there for 3 hours when they said they were going to take a lunch break. I asked the assistant what time they were going to return from lunch, and he said 1:50pm. I went and grabbed lunch myself, and at 1:30 my friend texted me saying that they were calling my name and I was missing my turn. Awesome. So I ran through the streets of the city, knocking over wandering tourists and sprinting through flashing crosswalks. I told the auditioning monitor what happened, and she was kind enough to squeeze me into the front of the next group. I think it worked out perfectly because my mini crisis distracted me from my normal performance anxiety. I practically stepped off the elevator and went straight into my audition.
Erin and I... still waiting!
I personally think the audition went well... for me. I wasn't ultimately chosen to be a princess, but I sang the whole song without the 'shakes'. And I got into my character and stayed in it the whole time. I wasn't thinking about middle voice vs. mix voice, or when to breathe, or any other technical issue; I just performed. Finally! I came out of the room grinning; I'm sure people thought that I had gotten chosen, but it just felt so amazing to finally perform to the best of my ability, and not get overtaken by nerves (flashback to my a cappella audition disaster circa two weeks ago). Hooray for growth!
Demo Recording
Did I mention that I love him!
After my audition, I rushed to Brooklyn for my very first recording session. Ugh, I'm in love with Lane. There I said it. This man is a GENIUS! I wasn't sure how the whole process would work, and I was nervous that I was going to be so amateur compared to the artists that he's used to working with, but he made the experience painless... and actually quite enjoyable. Once he had the background track of my song in his computer, he took me to the recording booth. It was maybe twice the size of a phone booth. I couldn't see anything but the microphone in front of me, so I communicated to Lane through that mic and the headphones. I started by singing the song all the way through about 3 times. Then he let me listen to it, and we'd decide if we could use one of the 3 takes of if there was a line or two that I should just sing over again. He was so fast! I would re-sing a section, and within 2 seconds it was smoothly spliced into the original song. It was incredible. Anyways, I've never done anything like that before, and I'm so glad that I was pushed to do it through this challenge.
Charitable Deed
I don't want to bring the mood down, but I can't just brush over this. Most of charitable work that I did throughout the challenge was really encouraging, and got me excited about the progress that's being made in the city. Unfortunately I didn't reach the same level of euphoria with my final project. As stated before, the purpose of this project was to work with citizens on public assistance in helping them apply for jobs. We were told that we would be partnered up with a candidate and that our goal was to help him apply to at least 2 jobs during the hour or so that we were there.
I was paired with Mike (I won't use his real name, just for privacy purposes). I asked Mike to tell me about his work history so I knew what type of experience he had and what type of work we should look for. He said that he had experience doing electrical and construction work. He had worked in construction for the city of New York for the past 13 years, but he was fired for drinking on the job. He has a felony on his record which he has to report on most applications. I asked him how he felt about that, and he said that he wishes he could just talk to them face to face so he could own up to his mistakes, but also show that he's has learned from them and he's not the 'devil'. He said that when people just look at him on paper-- having a felony and being fired from his last job-- he's sure they just see him has the 'devil'. He actually used that term multiple times throughout my time there. It broke my heart.
We started looking at one of the career websites, but I quickly realized that Mike had limited computer skills. He typed with one finger, was clumsy with the mouse, and didn't know any of the basic short cuts that I had forgotten were even shortcuts. For example, instead of double-clicking on an icon on the desktop, he would click on it once, wait for the drop down menu to appear, then click 'Open'. During our time together, I taught him how to 'attach' a file, how to 'drag' the mouse, and how to 'copy' and 'paste'. He was so grateful and eager to learn new tricks.
But let's cut to the chase. Applying for jobs online is miserable enough in itself. There are times when I've spent an hour on Craigslist, and when I looked back at my Sent emails, I had applied to over 30 jobs at a time, and I was lucky if I heard back from 1. With Mike's limited computer skills, he was only applying to 2 jobs in the same amount of time! Furthermore, I could tell that he was getting discouraged reading some of the job descriptions. With over 25 years of experience, Mike is actually highly qualified for most of the construction jobs that we found, and he seemed extremely knowledgeable about all of the technical terms listed in the requirements, but a lot of companies are now asking for candidates to take certain courses and get officially certified in various specializations-- some of the courses lasting only 2 or 3 days; the problem is Mike can't afford these courses-- some of them as low as $60. And then of course you add the felony and substance abuse on his record, making him the 'devil' to his potential employers, and we have the perfect storm. The way I see it, it's only a matter of time before Mike gets fed up with the process-- he's doing everything right to try to get back on his feet-- but I just don't know how effective this current system is.
So I don't have solutions or closure, I'm just sharing my experience with you. I worry for Mike. I worry that if he doesn't get some sign of hope soon, he may just stop trying, and then where do you think he'll end up? He reminded me of some of the teenagers that I taught back in Houston. They worked SO HARD, but their grades still wouldn't budge. It was our job to keep them motivated and keep refining their skills until they reached the success they deserved. I only had about 2 hours with Mike, so I thought the best, most effective thing I could do during our time together, was fill him up with hope. I wanted him to know that as a 'professional', I believed in him. So I found everything that he was doing well, and repeatedly expressed my approval. I told him that his resume looked sharp, and I could tell that he put a lot of time in it. I pointed out that he has 5+ years in every job that he had listed which looks great to employers because they know he can stay in a job for an extended period of time. I highlighted the wording in his cover letter that really colored a positive picture of his character and work ethic. And I affirmed him in all the knowledge he was rattling off about electrical and construction techniques. I wanted him to know that he was more than qualified for all of these positions, so that when he does get an interview, he can walk in there with confidence about his abilities.
When our time was up, I could tell that I reached my goal. Mike thanked me profusely for teaching him the computer tricks, and more importantly for telling him how 'good' he was doing. He said that I really made him feel good about himself. I guess that's all I can ask for during a 2 hour meeting, but I left Mike personally feeling discouraged-- not understanding how two lives can inhabit the same environment and be so drastically different; so drastically unequal. What did I do to deserve the life that I have? I spend my days worrying about hitting the right notes at a Disney audition while people like Mike are living this other reality. It just doesn't seem right, and I don't know how to make it right...
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All in all, this has been an incredibly transforming 48 hours, and I continue to be thankful for the ways in which this silly little voice challenge is changing my life and shaping my character.
Daily Practice
Time: 30 mins
Songs: Falling for You
I warmed up to an old private session, and I ran through Falling for You a few times. The open mic night at Webster Hall was a bust last night. They were having a concert downstairs, but no one knew what 'open mic' I was talking about. So I got to carry all those bottled up nerves for another 24 hours. :(
I'm on my way to another place to perform-- I checked their website and called them, so it should be a go. I'll update the rest of my day when I get back, but I wanted to make sure I posted my daily practice just in case I didn't make it home before midnight.
Daily Practice
Time: 45 mins
Description: Full-Voice warm up CD
Songs: Fallin' for You
I'm about to go sign up for my first open mic. I'm really nervous, but I've practiced the song a couple times, and it should be okay. I picked an easy song, so I don't have to worry about belting out high notes. My two goals are to 1) not chicken out, and 2) have my voice not be shaky for at least half of the song. :)
Dance Class 12
Instructor: Stavro
Type: Ballet I went to a Disney dance audition this morning! It was a ballet piece, and I got cut, but it motivated Maureen and I to book it over to BDC after the audition and take Stavro's class. :) Class went well. It was only my 2nd time taking her, so I'm still getting used to her combinations, but it's a good kick-in-the-pants type of class!
Healthy Meal 40
In between the audition and dance class, I stopped for a salad: greens, grilled chicken, corn, pico de gallo, black beans, shredded cheese and honey mustard.
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Alright... I'm heading to an open mic. :(
Getting there early, so I can drink. Just kidding!
But kinda not... :)
Say a prayer for me!
I can't believe there are only 7 days left!!! This is Stage Fright- Boot Camp week!
Daily Practice
Time: 1hr 30 mins
Songs: A Whole New World, Fallin for You, Defying Gravity, Someone Like You, and Before the Throne
Today I went to Bettina's tech class and stayed for her performance class. I had just come from a coaching session with Walter, so I was ready to attack A Whole New World, and I did! Bettina was blown away; she said she loved the choices that I made for the song! I had to direct her praise to Walter because he gave me some wonderful ideas, and I just followed through. She said, though, that it still seemed a little like I was pretending to be excited about this whole new world, rather than actually being excited about. So she had me sit on the floor (eye level with all the other students in the room) and sing the song again, this time as if I were truly talking to each person in the room and telling them about this unbelievable place that I'm in. I pictured myself describing the sights of NYC to my Texas friends during my first month here, and it worked! I even gave myself chills. And all my classmates agreed that it felt real. It felt great to finally be proud of one of my performances.
Coaching Session 2
The 2's denote Session 2!
Like I said above, I met with Walter again today. Love him! We worked through Before the Throne of God Above, a song for which I couldn't find the correct sheet music, so he had me sing it and then made the changes to the sheet music that I do have. He's so patient! Then we worked on A Whole New World, and he helped me with my character. He pointed out places where I could 'lose the singing' and try to be conversational (while still on pitch) to bring more life to the song... "SOARing, TUMBling, freeWHEELing"... for example. Then he showed me places where I could really milk the legato feel and hold notes out longer. For example, I used to just fade out at the end of the song to make it sound sweet, but he suggested I should hold the note powerfully while the accompaniment plays under me so that it shows more confidence and finality to the character's choice. He gave a lot of wonderful ideas, and I feel 10x more comfortable with the song!
Private Lesson 4
And to finish off the day, I had my final private lesson with Kurt. Love him as well! We worked A Whole New World one more time, and he reminded me that for the Disney audition, I'm not trying to impress a group of adults, instead I'm trying to entertain a crowd of little kids and make them see magic in my eyes. That little switch really helped me. I started picturing myself walking through Disney World dressed up like a princess, and having all of these kids get really excited and starry-eyed when they saw me. That helped me to realize that I wasn't as much singing a "love" song as I was singing a "magic" song! So hopefully I can remember all these notes and apply it on audition day! Kurt and I finished out our session practicing Falling for You to get ready for my demo and open mic. His notes were to keep the energy through every phrase, even though its a low song, so that I don't start to fall flat. He also helped me shape the words on the bridge to help take some of the air out of the sound.
Healthy Meals 38 and 39
Breakfast- Maple and Brown Sugar oatmeal
Dinner- Weight Watchers Vegetable Lasagna
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I saved up all my heavy-hitters for this last week. I have something 'scary' every day, but there's no time for fear! Only 7 days left!
Stay tuned for:
Tues- Disney Cruise Line- dance call; Webster Hall open mic
Wednesday- Disney Cruise Line- Lion King vocalist call
Thursday- Disney princess- vocalist call; demo @ recording studio
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Final Week Challenge Stats
Vocal Practice Sessions- 23/30 Private Voice Lessons- 4/4 Coaching Sessions- 2/2
Live Vocal Performance- 0/1
Live Professional Performance- 0/1
Live NYC Audition- 0/1
You Tube Demo Recording- 0/1
BDC Dance Classes- 11/20 Healthy Meals- 25/25 (Personal Goal 39/50)
Charitable Deeds- 4/5
Daily Blogs- 23/30
Daily Practice
Time: 30 minutes
Description: Full Voice warm up CD
Songs: Falling for You, Before the Throne, and How Deep the Father's Love for Us
Healthy Meals 36 and 37
Lunch- Honey Nut Cheerios and fresh cherries
Dinner- green salad: romaine lettuce, ground turkey, shredded cheese, and poppyseed dressing
Charitable Deed 4
On Friday night, I went to PAL 369 in Harlem. Before I even tell you about the charity, let me tell you about PAL! It stands for Police Athletic League, and it's centers are located in some of the most difficult neighborhoods in New York City. Founded by a police commissioner in 1914, PAL was developed as a way of 'keeping young people out of trouble by channeling their energies into recreational and athletic programs'. Today they provide a number of incredible opportunities for NYC's youth- including educational, recreational, leadership, and employment programs. Please take 5 minutes to peruse this website and see what amazing things this organization is doing in our city! http://www.palnyc.org/800-PAL-4KIDS/Programs.aspx.
Anyways, as for my charitable deed, I specifically volunteered my time to set up for a Science Fair and Chess Tournament that was going to be held the following day. The event was being put on by Morningside Area Alliance in conjunction with PAL 369, bringing in major institutions from around NYC to introduce children and their families to the world of science and technology. We spent the evening blowing up balloons, painting signs, hanging streamers and banners, and doing any other finishing touches to transform the gymnasium into a science fair exhibit hall for the next day. It was a great time, and I'm sure the students loved the transformation.
Week 3 Challenge Stats
Vocal Practice Sessions- 22/30
Private Voice Lessons- 3/4
Coaching Sessions- 1/2
Live Vocal Performance- 0/1
Live Professional Performance- 0/1
Live NYC Audition- 0/1
You Tube Demo Recording- 0/1
BDC Dance Classes- 11/20 Healthy Meals- 25/25 (Personal Goal 37/50)
Charitable Deeds- 4/5
Daily Blogs- 22/30
As you can see I still have a lot to do! But my goal is to complete all of these by May 28th so I have a few buffer days before the end of the competition. Just 6 days left... heeeeere we go!
